Oh Charlie

Charlie enjoyed life as a fly. Compared to being a wasp or a bee, it was pretty great.  However his existence was called into question three seconds before his untimely death,
If your thoughts of who and what you are all live in the past (Charlie mused) and the past isn’t ‘here’ – then what are your thoughts for? Why does your mind automatically revert to the past? Where are the pictures held and how do they come to the fore? Wouldn’t it be better to think of nothing rather than something random like a horse or a tree? Can you do that – think of nothing at all? Is that death, or do we become thought when we die?
Bad time to question these things, Charlie thought.
If we are thinking past thoughts and the past doesn’t exist are we, in fact, thinking about nothing - something that doesn’t exist, i.e. nothing? And if the past is nothing, why does it continue to have a hold over us? Is it because we look to the future which also doesn’t exist? Spending our time thinking about how something that doesn’t exist influences something else that doesn’t exist seemed like an awful waste of time to Charlie. The only thing that does exist is this very moment even though that’s now in the past and so, doesn’t exist.

Charlie wished he’d thought of this before. Before he slammed into the windscreen of a Ford Focus 1.6 travelling on the M1 north of Dundalk.
Still...he tried to make the most of the moment. Before it was gone.

That's a Worry

How do you know if you are suffering from depression or anxiety?
First, do you feel depressed?
If the answer to this is ‘Yes’, then there’s a good chance you are.
However, if you are worried that this might be the case then it is quite possibly anxiety.
If your anxiety surrounding this is causing you to lose interest in daily life, that more than likely is depression.  That can be a worry.
If so, well then I’m afraid it sounds like anxiety.
Being anxious about depression can lead to depression and/or indeed bouts of anxiety. But we’ll leave that for another day.
Basically, if you experience feelings of anxiety or depression, you more than likely are. 
Depressed or anxious.

But I wouldn't worry about it.