It’s supposed to feel good. Supposed to ‘make’ you feel good. Like a good person. Y’know…Good.
But it didn’t.
It actually felt bad.
Homeless guy. Buy him coffee and a sandwich. Like a nice person. “Here you go…I got this for you”.
Sealed the deal. Even brought out sachets of sugar. Ham and cheese sandwich. The safe option. White bread.
He shrugged his shoulders and accepted.
Not even a ‘Thank you’. That’s OK. It’s not charity. Why should he thank me? It was my choice. My decision. He never asked.
Would it have killed him?
It’s supposed to make you feel good.
Just felt like I was down seven euro.